A World Within Her Dreams

There are things not meant for mortal eyes. Online playground of a twisted soul. The fantasies of a little girl, all in one place. You have been warned.

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The Unwakeable Dreamer

ユキ. Cattleya. Chantal. 17. Taurean. Vain. Narcissistic. Fangirl. Dreamer. Devious. Childish. Clumsy. Has an incredibly short attention span. Stubborn. Misunderstood. Undisputed HYDEist. Yaoi. Incest. Artist. Writer. Web/graphics designer. Otaku. RPer. Certified fangirl. Worth $2,135,822. II - ICTM. Hates Loathes anything Korean and hiphop.

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Yume no Naka's Perfect Moment

32nd layout of Yume no Naka. Features HYDE and his lyrics. Shades of blue, pink, white and lavender. Used Adobe Photoshop CS2 as the image editor. Coding was made on Notepad. Div layers. Some elements might not be compatible with IE. Best viewed in Mozilla Firefox with a 1024x768 screen resolution. Go to past layouts?

Resources for this layout were from the following: Cbox, Colorfilter, DaFont, iMood, Miss M, Photobucket, Selphie's World, Tabulas, and Tenshi no Koe.

And no, as much as I want to be, I am not associated with the sexy man in this layout. I am merely a fan and this is my expression of adoration to him.

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Hairstyle

Babala: Basta Babala! Aangal ka pa e!

Nasa huli daw ang pagsisisi. Pero ako hindi dahil nagsisi na ako bago ako magpagupit. Oo, nagpagupit na ako ng buhok pagkatapos ng halos isa't kalahating taon. Nagsisi na ako bago ako magpagupit dahil alam kong hindi ko makukuha ang talagang gusto kong gupit, siguro mahirap gawin at di nila alam yung itsura. Sayang haba pa naman ng hair ko. Pero ok lang yan, hahaba ulit 'to. Sobrang ikli na talaga. Siyet! Haha!

At bukas kailangan kong maghanda sa mga sasabihin nila sa'kin..

"Chins, mukha kang tibo." Oo na, alam ko, sanay na ako dyan. Ang ganda ko kasi e. Pastilan. Sana naging babae nalang ako para di na ako nagpagupit. Mas bagay kasi talaga sa akin ang long hair, mukha nga lang talaga akong babae, napagkakamalan pa. Ang ganda ko siyet! Dami nga naiinlab sa akin e. Hahaha! Headturner ako tol. Pero hindi, lalake ako. At hindi habangbuhay bata ako. Tinutubuan na nga ako ng bigote e, tapos laki laki na ng tiyan ko. Di na bagay sa akin. Buti sana kung dalaga ako.. sori binata ako. Hahaha! Ilang beses na rin ako napagkamalang gel dahil sa buhok kong mas mahaba pa sa buhok mo. Hehe. Nakakainis pero parang ang saya din, kasi napatunayan ko na na ang ganda ko pala talaga pag naging babae ako. Hahahaha! Ops, mali ang iniisip mo. Maling mali. I ain't gay. No way. Neber!! Dili ako bayot uy! Mamatay nalang ako kesa maging ganun. Ngayon alam ko na kung bakit nagpaparetoke at kung anu ano pa ang pinaggagagawa ng mga babae at homo sa mga katawan nila. Iba ang pakiramdam kapag maganda ka. Pero hindi naman lahat ganun. May advantage at disadvantage din yun no. Alamin nyo na yun, kung hindi alamin nyo nalang, katamad itype e. Hehe!

Dami kong sinabing walang koneksyon sa buhok e no? Astig.

Buhok ko noon in-order...Bunot, Hati 2x3, One-side, Hati 2x3 ulit. Tapos nung 2005 hanggang 2006, Long hair layered hairstyle ang ganda ng lola mo. Hahaha! Tapos Maikling buhok March 2007. Humaba at nagpalayer ako nung July 2008. At kani kanina lang maikli nanaman.

E ano ba talaga ang gusto kong hairstyle? Yung anime! Simpleng anime na mahaba ang patilya at maikling bangs. Tipong japanese/korean hairstyle na babagay sa akin.

Gusto nyo ba makita pic ng long hair ko? Wag na baka makakita kayo ng monster. Upload ko nalang pag may oras ako bukas.

Procrastinating

Doing these stuff when I should be doing something else...*yawns*

You Are 56% Slacker

You are a bit of a slacker - though you can pull it together and live a somewhat normal life. If you're young, this is probably phase you'll outgrow. And if you're already grown up, you need to get off the couch a bit more!

Your Mind is 70% Cluttered

Your mind is quite cluttered. And like most clutter, it's a bunch of crap you don't need. Try writing down your worst problems and fears. And then put them out of your mind for a while.

You Are Lacy Panties

You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class. You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness. Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately. Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match.

You Need Some Black in Your Life

Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you. And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance. If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life! For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are The consequences of more black in your life: You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations

You Should Be a Doctor

You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive. Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily. You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful. You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you. You do best when you: - Are always learning new subjects - Use your knowledge to solve problems You would also be a good therapist or detective.

Of watermelons and new apartments

The past week has just been such a blur. Grabe, time indeed flies whether i'm having fun or not is a totally different question. haha Pero, as of now, steady pa naman. I mean, I'm a newbie, so they don't really expect me to know everything right away, pero malapit nang dumating ang panahon na iyon. Hopefully, I get to deliver when that time comes. Here's just tidbits of the week that has been:

1. Can I just say one thing, I totally am in love my brand. I mean, my boss has been instilling in me this value of ownership for Pantene, but heck, he's preaching to the converted. I totally loved Pantene even before I was ABM for Pantene. Its so friggin' fabulous, glamorous, and (insert any other synonym here.) haha! And boy have we got great plans for Pantene! This is it! The best na 'to! haha Ilang Juday pa ba ang kailangan para maconvince kang magtry?

2. I'm totally going crazy over watermelons here in Singapore. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero it seems that I'm just in the mood for watermelons all the time. Imagine, last thursday, I had two slices of watermelon for breakfast, had lunch, had two slices again for merienda and then had another two for my trip back home. OMFG, this is becoming an addiction. But I can't complain. I mean, better watermelon than chocolate or chips right? haha

3. I finally have a lease on an apartment! Next level na talaga di ba? This address is going to be mine (well, actually "ours", since I'm sharing the flat with two other P&G peeps.) Oh God, this just concretize-s my moving out from my parent's house. Plus, there's another thing: I have to decorate it as my own. And here it is, interior designing added to the list of things I have to do. But this is definitely going to be fun. We went to Ikea (this swedish megahouse of furnitures and fixtures) yesterday by the way. And they've really got lots of choices, at relatively cheaper prices. I'm so excited. But I haven't even chosen a color palette yet. Anyway, I still have time. I'm moving out of the P&G serviced apartments by the end of September, so I'll just have to figure all these out before then.

4. I went to mass this morning with Anthony. That's not the surprising part. The surprising part was that the mass was in Tagalog! In fairness di ba? In fairness lang talaga sa powers ng Filipino community dito! haha Its like the scene in Caregiver, na sobrang daming Pilipino sa church. Pero sushal yung church. Naka-project sa screen yung face ni father, tapos may powerpoint presentation thingy for the verses etc. Basta, for like an hour and a hlaf (oh yes, Father got carried away), it was like we were all in the Philippines, just attending mass in the countless churches and chapels there.

5. P&G launched this health-centered program thing last week, and the best thing is that they're finally offering various fitness classes. I mean, we have a complimentary Gym accross the street from Novena Square, but I think this is something new. And the surprising thing is, I'm really interested. They're offering yoga classes, salsa dancing classes on top of the regular classes that you would find in Fitness First. And they're scheduled during lunch breaks and after office hours! Sakto di ba! haha Anyway, I have to buy new sneakers first. First priority is to look great working out. ha ha The actual working out can follow. ha ha

Ayun. 'Til next time. Ciao!

Geekier by the minute...

I confess, I  am an anime geek—way back before. But I am not a fangirl, it’s different.

Currently watching:

Naruto Shippuden

Bleach ( I mean these two are the hardest one to cross out from the list because they are like ongoing forever)

Code Geass

Ouran High Host Club

GTO

(I won’t include series I’ve watched way back before like Akazukin chacha or Saliormoon...etc.)

Finished watching:

Death Note

Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

La Corda D’oro Primo Passo

Vampre Knight

(short series are they?)

Want to watch:

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

D. Gray Man

Claymore

Lucky Star

I maybe an anime fan but I am not fond of reading manga, actually I don’t, even if the happenings in manga are way advanced than in the series. Well, it’s really not my cup of tea. Why? (1)Because it’s boring to read, with no colors and action only shades and words to convey, (2)I cannot establish a momentum in the climax because it is not in motion (or I don’t know when the climax is D, (3)and I am really stupid at reading manga. I always forgot to read it from right to left, so my reading is messed up.

But there are some exceptions: XD

 Currently reading:

Tsubasa Chronicles – for me, the series is boring to watch but the plot is really nice.

Gentleman’s Alliance Cross – cute graphics =)

Paradise Kiss – many scenes are omitted in the series because of explicit content

Vampire Knight – the series is still ongoing and very addictive. And they’re omitting parts that are not in the manga but in the series and vice versa. Kind of perplexing though.